falling in love

it's been a month staying here....
life seems like being brushed by sooo many colours...
everything were upside down the first few weeks here...working here need a lot of patience!!! SOD.BA.RHO.
coz im dealing with the big brainy!! *i feel like a stupido...* it's really tough!! till now..i still feel the stressfulness...

Alhamdulillah...my praises to ALLAH.. coz He's always hear my du'a...and always be by my side..

This post has nothing to do with 'how grateful i am in here'....but something to do with feelings and souls...

Yesterday, i accompanied my friend to settle her thing in PKNS.. we passed through so many stores..and suddenly i stopped at one bookstores...i was thinking to buy a compilations of du'a..and as i flipped through the books there..i was attracted to one, titled 'Membongkar Rahsia Dajjal'....i was refused to buy it at first..but deep inside me was telling me to buy it...before this, i never refused to buy novels which cost me like hundreds at one time...and why not for this first time i buy something that will leads me nearer to my din"..

since that i ran out of money, we heading to nearest atm machine, and there was a bookstore next to it. we went in, trying to search for A-level's books...wasn't there..but suddenly i feel like my heart string being pulled away... i heard such a lovely song..and i walked closer to the big screen showing the playlist of the song that being played...
seriously...i fall in love with the song...
the singer keep saying..'Insya ALLAH..InsyaALLAH..you'll find your way"
when i feel like helpless..i forgot that Allah is there for me...owh..im such a lost!
as i looked up....showing there 'MAHER ZAIN-INSYA ALLAH'
The song is really pleasing my senses...

i knew him quite such a long time..but never heard of his songs before...pathetic aite??
everyone's knew him..everyone's listen to him...me??? huh!!
and i am now in love with the songs... a bit humiliation there..im so lambat!!
listening to his songs giving me some peacefulness..and i really appreciate it...

My praise again to ALLAH...for giving me a chance to have my 25 years here in His world...thank you ALLAH for always be there for me...

i love the second verse of the Thank You Allah...terkena batang idung sendiri!!...
and i really hope that this will lead me nearer to HIM...

I never thought about
All the things you have given to me
I never thanked you once
I was too proud to see the truth
And prostrate to you
Until I took the first step
And that’s when you opened the doors for me
Now Allah, I realized what I was missing
By being far from you.

-i am now...opening my eyes-