DULU & SEKARANG

DULU....
masa i got d call from KPJIC for the intvw session (i didn't get the company's name clearly when they first called me)..which i heard the most at that time is 'nilai'...so, i start googling the 'KPJ hospital in Nilai' and the 'Result is zero'...
i was wondering...where did i distributed my resume?? and which company in Nilai i distributed to?
at that time, i hv no idea that PNC has changed the name to KPJIC...haizzz...
and luckily...after the intvw...i got the job! alhamdulillah~

DULU....
masa muler2 dpt keje... kind of excited gak feeling... coz it's only took me a few months to be 'penganggur terhormat'...
and mak pon agak excited..i'm going to masok ke alam pekerjaan...hahaha...no more alam sekolah..
knowing me move out from the house...she keep pursuing me to stay at her house in bangi...so that i cn keep an eye of it...tho, it will took me 30-45 mins to get to work, it's quite comfy when u stay in a place where u familiar with'...
mak was sooo amazing....she did from A to Z... from basuh2 the rumah...complete the house with the washing machine, fridge...stove cabinet..basic furniture till jahit the langsir...just to convince me to stay in that house....
ohhh....i love her so very much...

DULU....
days before my report duty, mak teman gi cr the simplest way to KPJIC...
and sepanjang jalan...i kept complaining bout the surrounding...
'how am i going to survive in 'that kind' of place?? and blablabla....'
it's quite spooky coz u have to pass through ladang kelapa sawit to get to the college...and the jalan is sux!! and mak seperti biasa akan cooling me down and reply
"mula2 xsuke....and biler da keje..lamer2 sayang nk tinggalkan tempat tue, tgk la naty"...
and seperti biase.... i'll argued on what she has said...
"xkan nyer!!! mesti x best keje...and xske laaa!!"
and i kind of x suke with the workplace...and the environment...and the most important thing is...the UNIFORM and the COVERED SHOES..it really not suited me at all!

SEKARANG....
ye!! mcm2 i learned in my 1st workplace... i learned on how work is done...i learned on how to judge people..and i also learned on how to cope with my anger...and the best thing i've ever learned is 'the value of friendship'.....
From unknown..we become friends...
From friends.. we become best friends...
From nothing.. we become something..
From something.. we become anything!!

SEKARANG....
i'm no longer with them...working in the same place...

DULU.....
it all started when the incident of 'sisihan piawai' and 'the fresh grad' happened.... smpai tahap itu..i xbleyh bersabar dgn org2 itu...and luckily my fren had mentioned that her workplace has a vacancy... tros..i send her my resume
i got the interview 2 days before my trip to singapore..(yeah..i admit that i was lying to my boss about the emergency leave...i have to!)...
and right after i got back from singapore...and on the way to Jusco Seremban in Kak nita's car with cik Aida behind me...I GOT THE CALL!
i was offered to join them....and they heard bout it...


SEKARANG....
I leave them for good....

DULU....
i was treated like hell by *tutttt*.....and luckily i hv friends surround me who can bear their ears to listen to me....
i learned the word Sod.Ba.Rho...
i learned how to control my feelings....
and i learned how to be a good 'PRETENDER'..

SEKARANG....
i am honored...to hv a very good friends...who understand me a lot!!
since i'm the youngest among them....they treated me just like the others....
i am grateful...to hv a very good students... who respect me and love me just like their families..
i'm so thankful coz
He gives me the chance to have the moments,
He gives me the time to spent with them,
He gives me the opportunity to understand them...
and the most important thing is...
He gives me the life in knowing them
Thank you, ALLAH!

SEKARANG....
i admit....mak is right!!!...
i feel like berat hati utk tinggalkan mereka...
coz 9 months spent with them are deeply craved inside my heart...
weeks before i'm leaving..the students organized farewell party for me by DIMI 4..
and a week before 'the day'...DIMI 3 and DIMI 6..also organized some party for me...
*which sreeja had mentioned to me..all the students are loving me..but they are some kind competing to each other in organizing the best farewell party ever*...
i x kesah pon...tp siriyesly...im touched!!!...
and on my last day...my colleagues has organized a small party for me in RAsaMas restaurant...where i got bloated tummy after that...huhu...
and when the clock is ticking to 5.30 pm....
that was the time for me to say goodbye to KPJIC...
it was so heart rendering...but i kept my promise not to shed any tears in front of them...though my voice a bit shaky.. i made it...
but on my way to Ipoh...
i burst myself into a pond of tears...
coz i know....
it's hard for us to get along together as usual...

no more breakfast together...
no more jln2 gi shopping to kedai rizal....
no more chattering in the mid of working day...
no more going out for lunch together...
no more listening to their laughter and sober...
no more pokering during working time...
no more sighing from me coz to angkat the phone when it is ringing coz i know..it's not for me!
no more here and no more there....

BUT the time is running...
Life must go on...
and....
i will not turning back!!

and again....i'm so grateful to have the moments

~SAYONARA~